Wedding 2012

I had nasi minyak at a friend's house this afternoon. I do not know why but I feel very happy to see her parents. When her mother held my hand very tightly and smiled sweetly I felt extremely happy I did not know why. All my sadness flew out of the window. It really was the happiest feeling that very moment. I did not have the heart to curse her. Probably because I have not seen her for 10 years. I did not understand what her father was saying but I was very happy to see him too. Both were older than the last time I saw them just like Mother. Mother can be difficult at times too but I do not think I can curse her whenever I feel like it.

This friend which I have not seen face to face for years (only photos in Facebook) was not around at that time. But I don't mind. Being greeted by her mother at the gate was enough for me. I know I have not been in touch with her for a long time and I can sense that she doesn't care either. She has these BFFs of which mostly her workmates. We had been in the same class, in the same room, in the same house and in the same university but I really know that she won't even bother. Surprisingly myself included.

After thinking about it again I know why I don't mind not receiving an invitation card for the event. She invites via Facebook. I don't really want to see her or the newly weds but I want to see her parents! Now I am wondering how is makcik thuraya doing. She kissed me on both cheeks before. But I have not been in contact with her daughter too.

Can I conclude that I am not as good as a friend can be?